∫ You need a hand to hold.
♫♪ Crazy Circles ♪♫
Life is like a carousel,
you aim for heaven and you wind up in hell.
To all the world you're livin like a king,
but you're just a puppet on a broken string.
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Sunday, 10th August 2025
Title: Crowd control Fandom: Torchwood Characters: Ianto Author: m_findlow Rating: PG Length: 942 words Content notes: Spoilers for Big Finish audioplay “Outbreak” Author notes: Written for Challenge 487 - Crowd Summary: Ianto realises that the fate of the entire city now rests on his shoulders, and to make matters worse, everybody wants him dead.
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Sunday, 10th August 2025
Fandom: The Clone Returns Home Mods please use the f: movie (category) tag Rating: T Length: 100 words Content notes: canonical major character death Author notes: The title is from SOUVENIR by Rin Ishigaki, translated by Leith Morton, and IN THE CROWDED COUNTRY by K. Schippers, translated by Willem Groenewegen. Summary: In which Takahara Kohei is still alive (for a few moments).
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Saturday, 9th August 2025
Fandom: Sealomimi Rating: general Content notes: sheep Artist notes: nobody said the crowd has to be sapient, right? Summary: Mary laying in a herd of sheep.
Saturday, 9th August 2025
Title: whirling Fandom: City of Streamers (mods: you can use the Cdrama tag) Pairing: Feng Shizhen/Rong Jiashang Challenge: Crowd Length: 100 words
Summary: glimpses through the crowd
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Saturday, 9th August 2025
Sanders' young ladies' reader : embracing a comprehensive course of instruction in the principles of rhetorical reading : with a choice collection of exercises in reading, both in prose and poetry, for the use of the higher female seminaries, as also, the higher classes in female schools generally by Charles W. Sanders
A selection of prose and poetry intended for elocution classes. Interesting, nowadays, chiefly for the selections choosing. With an eye to variety, the preface assures us, because they are intended for the young.
This one is, unlike the fourth and fifth readers, aimed specifically at girls. Which means a couple on the education of women and the necessity of its being for their whole lives, and not the flurry of society to win their husbands, and more female characters in the stories. It has a couple of selections that overlap with those readers.
Saturday, 9th August 2025
Title: Miss Marple Goes To The Sales Fandom: Miss Marple Rating: G Length: 459 words Summary: Miss Marple doesn't care for crowds, but sometimes they have to be endured
Saturday, 9th August 2025
Title: Push and Pull Fandom: Buffy the Vampire Slayer Author: veronyxk84 Characters/Pairing: Buffy/Spike Rating: R Warnings: Implied sexual situation (nothing is described on absolutely any level), dub-con (for the controversy of the OG balcony scene at the Bronze) Word count: 200 (Google Docs) Spoilers/Setting: Set in S6, during ep. 6x13 “Dead Things” Summary: Buffy’s strongly conflicted about her situationship with Spike. Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction created for fun and no profit has been made. All rights belong to the respective owners.
Challenge: #487 Crowd Also for: #161 Pull + #191 Balcony by anythingdrabble [Amnesty Week]
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Friday, 8th August 2025
Today I wrapped up Annihilation by Jeff VanderMeer, a horror/sci-fi novel with fantastical (?) elements about a biologist exploring a very unsettling landscape. There are no names given in this book—the narrator and protagonist is simply "the Biologist," and she refers to her other three teammates by their job titles as well. Locations outside of the place they're exploring—Area X—are not given either, but the world is implied to be much the same as our own, with Area X a troubling and relatively recent anomaly. A private company hires the Biologist and her colleagues to venture into this strange place and take notes. They are the 12th such expedition. I appreciate that much of the horror in Annihilation isn't in-your-face: it's the slow build of things that are just off. This quiet and subtle approach means that when something extreme happens, it feels extreme. The Biologist and her colleagues know that Area X is dangerous before they venture in, but even so, they are unprepared for how and to what degree. VanderMeer's portrayal of how trust frays among relative strangers under these conditions felt realistic. ( Read more... )
Friday, 8th August 2025
Fandom: Silmarillion Pairings/Characters: Luthien/Maedhros Rating: teen Length: 66k Creator Links: SpaceWall Theme: marriage of convenience, old fandoms, small fandoms, book fandoms, rare pairings, AU (fork in the road), pretend couple
Summary: Centuries after the arrival of the Noldor and the Teleri in Beleriand, a celebration of Morgoth’s defeat brings the Crown Princess of Doriath and the Crown Prince of the Noldor together. To save this newborn peace from their respective fathers, they’ll do whatever it takes. Including... getting married?
Meanwhile, Lord Fingon of Himring faces the monumental task of healing Morgoth’s ills.
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They regarded each other with quiet understanding, all the vast majesty of their respective lineages rendered unimportant by the connection between them. Music wound through the trees; harp and flute, surely joyous in context, sounded lonely in their solitude.
Reccer's Notes: Fëanor is a very complex character in the Silmarillion, who both has reasons for what he does and also does some terrible things. Fanon tends to sympathize with him, and also make him a good father to compensate for his other issues. SpaceWall takes the opposite track, leaning into his selfishness, his arrogance, and his suspiciousness. And then asks, if he had survived on Beleriand, what would have happened? If Fëanor, brilliant and terrible, were in command of the Noldor? Some things are better, some things are worse, (and Thingol is still Thingol), and so at a crucial juncture Maedhros and Luthien step forward to try and prevent disaster and war between the Noldor and Sindarin. And, in the process, they both learn a great deal.
Fanwork Links: By Other Means Tags: fandom: silmarillion, length: 60.000 - 80.000 words, theme: au, theme: au: fork in the road, theme: book fandoms, theme: marriage, theme: marriage of convenience, theme: old fandoms, theme: pretend couple, theme: rare pairings, theme: small fandoms
Friday, 8th August 2025
Fandom: Pride and Prejudice Pairings/Characters: Kitty Bennet/Fitzwilliam Darcy Rating: 106k Length: teen Creator Links: Shem Theme: marriage of conveneince, rare pairings, old fandoms, book fandoms, epic works, novel-length, AU, happy endings,
Summary: The day after the Netherfield Ball, a simple walk through the countryside has wide reaching consequences for Mr Darcy and a certain young lady from Longbourn.
Reccer's Notes: This is such an engaging look at a very different pairing and what might have been. It's long, plotty, with lots of good character work and a great slow burn.
Fanwork Links: To Bear is to Conquer Our Fate Tags: fandom: pride and prejudice, length: 80.000 & more words, theme: au, theme: book fandoms, theme: epic works, theme: happy endings, theme: marriage, theme: marriage of convenience, theme: novel-length fic, theme: old fandoms, theme: rare pairings
Friday, 8th August 2025
Fandom: The Queen's Gambit (TV) Pairings/Characters: Beth Harmon/Benny Watts Rating: Explicit Length: 138,010 words Creator Links: paperclipbitch Theme: marriage of convenience, future fic, slow burn, mutual pining, exes to friends to spouses to lovers, chess
Summary: “Don’t think of it as marriage,” Benny tells her. “Think of it as castling.”
Beth raises an eyebrow. “Am I the king or the rook in this analogy?”
Reccer's Notes: An amazing post-canon fic where Beth, frustrated by the period-typical sexism she keeps facing, marries Benny for convenience and now they’re stuck in a fake relationship full of unresolved tension, mutual pining, and all their messy issues (addiction, gambling, competitiveness). It’s smart, emotional, and so compelling. I loved every moment <3
Fanwork Links: you wait and you wonder who'll take on your odds
Thursday, 7th August 2025
Fandom: Dark Shadows
Pairings/Characters: Angelique Bouchard/Barnabas Collins, Julia Hoffman, Nicholas Blair, other canon characters
Rating: Unrated; my best guess is T for violence
Length: ~11,000
Creator Links: Link to author's blog
Theme: marriage of convenience, backstory
Summary: The witch Angelique married numerous times throughout her long life and liaisoned even more times. Her great beauty ensured attracting anyone she could use and discard.
Reccer's Notes: Angelique owned many family names throughout the 5 year run of the show, and this story encompasses her entire life from childhood on. The convenient marriage is the one to Roger Collins while she is disguised as student of the occult Cassandra Blair. This story rocks because literally each of her identities receives insightful exploration, though the main "Pairing" consists of Angelique/Barnabas, the most well-known of her loves. She loves too well and not wisely at all.
Fanwork Links: Angelique (The Devil Need Not Own You)
A new fandom tag, please?
Thursday, 7th August 2025
Title: Getting to Ray Author: lucy_roman Rating: Teen and up Summary: After receiving a threatening letter Fraser has gone to find Ray Pairing: Fraser/RayK Word count: 566
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Wednesday, 6th August 2025
"There was a wall. It did not look important. It was built of uncut rocks roughly mortared. An adult could look right over it, and even a child could climb it. Where it crossed the roadway, instead of having a gate it degenerated into mere geometry, a line, the idea of a boundary. But the idea was real. It was important. For seven generations there had been nothing more important than that wall."I knew this book was going to hit hard from the opening paragraph above, and it did not disappoint. I've enjoyed Ursula Le Guin's work before-- The Left Hand of Darkness is one of my favorite books—and I absolutely see why The Dispossessed is considered one of her crowning pieces. The setting for this book is a planet and its moon—Urras, the planet, is a lush world not dissimilar from Earth, which is home to several capitalist countries and at least one socialist country; and Anarres, the moon, which is a dusty, resource-scanty place home to a society of anarchists who fled from Urras just under two hundred years ago. The core of the novel concerns Shevek, a theoretical physicist from Anarres who chooses to relocate to Urras. Le Guin captures truly great sci-fi because this work is so imbued with curiosity. Le Guin is asking questions at the heart of any great sci-fi work: What defines humanity? What can we achieve, and how is it done, and what does that mean for society? What is society? What does it mean to be alone? What does it mean to be part of a whole? To me, sci-fi can't be truly sci-fi without a measure of philosophy, and The Dispossessed has this in droves.
Wednesday, 6th August 2025
Fandom: MCU Pairings/Characters: Steve/Bucky, Sam/Steve Rating: explicit Length: 127k Creator Links: ChibiSquirt Theme: marriage of convenience, pretend couple, happy endings, genderfuck
Summary: Sarah “Gwen” Rogers was nineteen when she married Bucky Barnes, and she knew at the time just how stupid it was: it wasn’t exactly a brilliant move to marry a man who could never love her, even—or especially—when she knew that she was in love with him.
Neither of them could have predicted the war that came, and if they had, then they sure as hell couldn’t have predicted what would happen when Gwen volunteered for Project: Rebirth.
Reccer's Notes: This is one of the more interesting Captain America genderswaps: what would it do to the essential closeness and devotion of Steve and Bucky's relationship if Bucky was 1000% gay, and Steve was a cis woman? But they still cared about each other as much? They decide to get married, to protect Bucky from gossip, and things go from there. This is such an interesting take on their relationship, on how being a cis woman would affect "Sarah" (especially once she wakes up in modern America after being frozen for seventy years), and her relationship with Sam. All while telling the basic events of the movie.
Fanwork Links: You Would Be In Clover
Wednesday, 6th August 2025
Title: tethered Fandom: Thunderbolts* (MCU) Characters: Robert "Bob" Reynolds & Yelena Belova Rating: Teen Length: 200 words Content notes: hints at mental health issues Summary: Bob gets lost in the crowd
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Wednesday, 6th August 2025
Fandom: Star Trek AOS (Reboot) Pairings/Characters: Kirk/Spock Rating: Teen Length: 4,249 words Creator Links: waketosleep Theme: Marriage of convenience
Summary: Kirk nearly turns a simple trade mission into a diplomatic incident. Luckily, Spock will do a lot to cover his captain's ass.
Reccer's Notes: What I love about Kirk and Spock is that there are so many different takes on who they are and how they'd act, and, in the hands of a good writer, every one of those is believable. In this story, Kirk is a totally obnoxious doofus who makes a major diplomatic blunder (as he does) and has to marry Spock to save face and a dilithium trade deal. Spock is tolerant and eye-rolly.
Kirk/Spock is one of my favorite pairings for marriages of convenience because these two are so married already, and they usually have a high degree of love (even if platonic) for one another at the time of the marriage. That quality is on display here.
This is the first story waketosleep wrote in this fandom. It's short and sweet, and worth revisiting even if you read it in 2009 when it was originally posted.
Fanwork Links: Strange Fits of Passion Have I Known
Tuesday, 5th August 2025
Fandom: Captain America Pairings/Characters: Bucky/Peggy, Peggy/Steve, Steve/Bucky Rating: teen Length: 37k words Creator Links: crackdkettle Theme: marriage of convenience, kidfic (has kids, accidental baby), pretend couple,
Summary: The Commandos find Bucky in a Hydra facility just days after Steve crashes. A few months later, Peggy comes to Bucky for help: she’s pregnant with Steve’s child and she wants him to claim the child as his so the SSR won’t experiment on it to try to crack Erskine’s formula. Over the next several years Bucky slowly learns how to navigate the life that was meant for Steve — as a husband, father, and founding member of SHIELD — while never giving up the search for the man he lost and still loves.
Reccer's Notes: I love the way crackdkettle handles Bucky and Peggy's mutual grief, and the different ways they handle it, and the slow course of their healing.
Fanwork Links: A Better Version of Our Past
Tuesday, 5th August 2025
Fandom: All About Eve Pairings/Characters: Addison DeWitt/Eve Harrington Rating: Gen Length: 1634 words Creator Links: AuKestrel Theme: marriage of convenience, future fic, kidfic (has kids), small fandom, old fandom, post canon,
Summary: You see, society and theatre (and aren’t they really the same thing? - someone, please, offer Mrs. Albert Knickerbacker her smelling salts) are built on the sand of lies: lies of omission, lies of commission, old-fashioned deceit, dishonesty, and compounded misunderstandings.
It takes only a rudimentary understanding and a halfway-capable grasp of human nature to begin to sift the truth from the lies.
Reccer's Notes: All About Eve is a classic 1950s drama about a young actress (Eve Harrington) who advances her career by playing a sweet innocent, attaching herself to an aging star (Margot Channing, played by Bette Davis), and stabbing her in the back. At the end of the movie, Eve marries a witty, snobbish, and super-queer-coded theater critic (Addison DeWitt). This is his perspective on their marriage and their daughter. The narrative voice is very strong, it feels like the movie.
Fanwork Links: Till I have the possession of everything she touches
Mods, can I get a fandom tag?
Tuesday, 5th August 2025
Title: Noticed Fandom: BtVS Author: badly_knitted Characters: Willow, Oz. Rating: PG Word Count: 400 Spoilers/Setting: Season Two & Three. Summary: Willow had always thought of herself as ordinary, but Oz makes her feel special Content Notes: None needed. Written For: Challenge 487: Crowd. Disclaimer: I don’t own BtVS, or the characters. A/N: Quadruple drabble.
Tuesday, 5th August 2025
Fandom: Stargate Atlantis Characters/Pairings: John Sheppard/Rodney McKay, Jeannie, other OCs like John's cousin, mother and sister, and Rodney's nieces. Rating: Explicit Length: 12,417 Content Notes: no AO3-type warnings apply Creator Links: Brighid on AO3, Brighid (aka mz_bstone) on sga_flashfic, librarychick_94 on AO3, librarychick_94 on Audiofic Archive Themes: Marriage of Convenience, First time, Pining, AU
Summary: A marriage of convenience has some very incovenient complications for Rodney, as he deals with the fact that he's still in love with John Sheppard.
Reccer's Notes: Written for a Harlequin challenge, this has the classic structure with John persuading Rodney to marry him so as to access an inheritance and get control of his family's aeronautics company, and Rodney, who's carried a torch for John since childhood, going along despite fearing John will break his heart. It's mostly a complete AU although Rodney used to be in the Stargate programme, and John used to be in the Air Force, so I guess it could be a very divergent canon-divergent AU. The writing's fresh and amusing and of course it has the requisite happy ending. As it dates from 2005 (and is anyway an AU) several details differ from canon, like Rodney's and John's families. A fun, romantic read, and an SGA classic.
Fanwork Links: The Convenient Husband pt 1 & part 2, and an excellent podfic read by librarychick_94
Monday, 4th August 2025
Fandom: MCU Pairings/Characters: Katy Chen/Shang-Chi Rating: Mature Length: 53k Creator Links: NyxEtoile, OlivesAwl Theme: marriage of convenience, AU, going home, friends to lovers, everyone thinks we're dating, competence, characters of color,
Summary: As they walked out, she could feel Shaun stewing and probably pissed off beside her, but he didn’t say anything, so neither did she. Instead she pulled out her phone and googled San Francisco marriage license.
They were in the elevator before he finally spoke. “This is not something I’m willing to let you do.”
“Okay, well, getting deported back to fucking China is not something I’m willing to let you do, so where does that leave us?”
Reccer's Notes: Shaun has a problem with his immigration status. His best friend Katy offers the obvious solution: a green card marriage. This changes many things, but others stay the same. This fic explores Shaun and Katy's life together, from marriage to school to the Snap to the events of the movie, in a fun and engaging way. I love the way both characters are written, but especially Katy--she really gets a chance to shine, when she's not shoved into the Funny Best Friend role.
Fanwork Links: Sing You a Song of Devotion
Monday, 4th August 2025
Fandom: Endeavour (TV) Pairings/Characters: Endeavour Morse/Joan Thursday Rating: teen Length: 57k Creator Links: Pink_Dalek Theme: marriage of convenience, kidfic (has kids), AU, fork in the road, small fandoms, domestic, friends to lovers,
Summary: An AU starting from when Joan came to Morse's flat in "Harvest." What if he'd told her what he felt wasn't pity? What if she'd told him about the baby? Things could have been very different. No Series/Season 5 spoilers.
Reccer's Notes: In the show, Morse and Joan have a flirtation and chemistry and some light pining, but nothing ever comes from it because we know from the other shows (Endeavour (TV) is a prequel) that Morse never married. Instead, Joan had an affair with a married man, got pregnant, miscarried due to abuse, became a social worker, and married someone else. There are a lot of AUs where Morse and Joan get together, and this is one of my favorites. When he finds out she's pregnant, Morse asks Joan to marry him, and off they go from there. Both of them have a lot to learn about life together, and I enjoy watching them and their children grow and change.
Fanwork Links: An Unexpected Family Tags: fandom: endeavour, length: 40.000 - 60.000 words, theme: au, theme: au: fork in the road, theme: domestic, theme: friends to lovers, theme: kidfic, theme: kidfic: has/with kids, theme: marriage, theme: marriage of convenience, theme: small fandoms
Monday, 4th August 2025
Fandom: Vorkosiverse (Ethan of Athos) Pairings/Characters: Terrence Cee/Ethan Urquhart Rating: Mature Length: 20k Creator Links: fresne Theme: marriage of convenience, worldbuilding, small fandoms, book fandoms, old fandoms, rare pairings, telepathy, pretend couple, post-canon, family,
Summary: Terrence Cee had spent most of his life feeling like a jumpship caught in the gravity well of a blackhole. Engines on full bore. Only able to keep out of the crushing center, but never able to escape. Now in his new life on Athos, he found himself unsure of how to find a new pace.
Ethan wondered if there was a way to get his love life gestating again. Not frozen like zygotes stored in a bio-freezer against some eventual future.
Reccer's Notes: Ethan of Athos is a largely stand-alone book set in the Vorkosigan universe. It tells the story of Ethan, a reproductive specialist from an isolationist planet that is entirely men (because they believe women are inherently sinful). When they need new ovarian cultures, Ethan is sent off into the larger galaxy to purchase them, and ends up having an adventure. Along the way, he meets a man named Terrence Cee, genetically created in a laboratory to be a telepath, who tried to slip telepathic genes into Athos' ovarian cultures because he believes that if telepaths are a minority, they will always be feared and exploited. Since everyone on Athos reproduces artificially, putting telepath genes in their ovarian cultures will mean that future generations will be entirely composed of telepaths. At the end of the book, Ethan agrees to use the telepath cultures, and invites Terrence to live with him and be a co-parent--a relationship which can be sexual, but isn't necessarily.
This story is a lovely exploration of what happens next. The worldbuilding is excellent, taking the hints from the book and expanding them into a fully-realized world. The characters are all well-written, and the relationships feel real, as Terrence tries to adapt to Athos, and both of them try to figure out what they want from each other and how to work towards it.
Fanwork Links: Time Enough Tags: fandom: vorkosigan series, length: 20.000 - 40.000 words, theme: book fandoms, theme: family, theme: marriage of convenience, theme: old fandoms, theme: post-canon, theme: pretend couple, theme: psychic powers, theme: rare pairings, theme: small fandoms, theme: telepathy, theme: worldbuilding
Monday, 4th August 2025
Frieren: Beyond Journey's End, Vol. 13 by Kanehito Yamada
Spoilers for the earlier volumes
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